Friday, December 26, 2008

Notes on New Zealand

Back in Christchurch after a fleeting 7 day tour of New Zealand's south island, my main impression of this vastly underpopulated country is just how beautiful it is. Ranging from sandy beaches to flat plains, vast mountains and gorgeous blue glaciers, there is a whole lot to see, explore and experience. The weather can sometimes be off-putting: we had a joke on the bus that there was a rain cloud that had fallen in love with the blue Connections logo; but you can still do a lot despite the rain.













Missing out on skydiving in Queenstown was really sucky; but as I kept telling my new friends: you can jump out of an aeroplane almost anywhere. Milford Sound in the rain was also a rather nice, calm experience – the rainfall makes more waterfalls appear out of the rock and gives everything a very misty, ethereal look. Not being able to see the peak of Mount Cook was a bit of a bummer, but the surrounding scenery was still pretty spectacular and what would you know, but when we finally arrived back in Christchurch it was sunny.

Not for long...my final full day here has been a massive rain fest. Not a rain storm that blows over, but one long, dreary damp day when everything gets wet – shoes, coat, bags.... Thankfully I have a rain coat! Sometimes it looks like it's letting up, but as you adventure back outside you realise it is just raining slightly less than before and there are more unfortunates passing without umbrellas than about 10 minutes ago. Christchurch, as I mentioned before, is quite a small little town. I had thought it economically depressed until I went out for a few drinks last night. The place was thriving! There are quite a few bars, pubs and clubs and after about 11pm the streets were busy with revelers from different parts of the world. The one thing that struck me the most, however, was how...uncomfortable I felt. I was not scared, nor did I feel threatened, but the overall feeling or vibe of the place was of people hunting. Mainly men. Unlike Queenstown, there were men everywhere: old, young, drunk and slightly more sober. All seemed to have one goal in mind – to kiss (or more) a girl. My friend Dewi & I even saw one gaggle of men carrying a cardboard cut-out, much as you'd see promoting a movie – of a woman in the streets. She was probably a famous actress but I didn't recognise her.

New-found friends... one of the best things about traveling, after or maybe joined with seeing new places (often ones you have thought of visiting for a long time), is meeting new people. Admittedly this can sometimes be a tiring experience, but there are many benefits. I primarily chose to do a tour of the south island because I knew it would be easier than me trying to find my way across and around the country, organising places to stay and eat along the way. (I am even happier with my decision now that I know how expensive internet access is here. I still can't really work it out, other than to think that you are pretty far from anywhere.) The Connections tour had another great advantage though – traveling with other (hopefully) like-minded people. It's always interesting to be thrown together with a group of strangers, and little did I realise when I joined the tour in Christchurch that many of those on the bus had actually already spent 8 days together in the north island. I met many fun and interesting people and got to appreciate them all to different extents and for different reasons. Some I wasn't so sure on at first meeting, others I got to know quickly, some slowly, some barely at all. However all were friendly, approachable, and cheerily said good morning to one another when we'd meet, invariably around 7:20am, to eat breakfast before packing ourselves back in the coach for a long journey to another spot to stay. So, my memories of New Zealand will be of endless, arresting scenery (as my photos attest to) of mountains, lakes, green plains, rolling hills, sheep, snow and ice, and a whole bunch of new friends and acquaintances whom I wish all the best with their further travels, returns home, exams, love lives and general life. It was great to explore the south island with you all and share different experiences, not to mention learn more about myself in the process of getting to know you and reacting to different circumstances. Thank you all, and thank you New Zealand. I wish I had learned more about the Maori (there was a stay with them on the north island tour) and I have no idea how to say goodbye in their tongue, though I am sure Google would help if I could afford the internet right now, but that is what I say. I am not sure when I will be back, but I hope that when that does roll around I have a bit more sunshine and as great friends and encounters as this time.

Snippets from the South Island

As there is so much to see in New Zealand and I (still) don't drive, I decided to go on a tour instead. This would also be a good opportunity to meet some people in addition to exploring the South Island - exciting!


Dec. 14: Fox Glacier
Surprisingly blue, surprisingly craggy, surprisingly 'dirty' (dust etc. on the ice). Walk up through light rain forest and rocks until reach
the ice...pretty cool but very much on a trail. It stretches out and out and seems to get craggier the higher it gets.
Was great to just concentrate on walking; although at times I was a little nervous it felt like a good achievement. I've missed and should do more physical exercise...I hate the gym so much: it makes me feel like a farm animal. If there was a glacier on my doorstep would I walk on it though?

Dec 17
The landscape from Queenstown to Milford
Sound (through the Southern Alps) reminded me of South Wales. The same low hills (with mountains in the distance though), scrubby bush, valleys and rivers. New Zealand's South Island truly is very unpopulated, and everywhere you look there seem to be mountains, lakes and waterfalls. NZ used to be a land full of birds who evolved not to fly as there were no predators) and evergreen trees. Any grass, mammals (other than some bats) and deciduous trees were brought here...crazy to think. Even the widespread foxgloves are not native.
I try to imagine what it was like before the European settlers came. Trees all over, many kinds of bird running around; the land theirs. No sheep. It's hard to picture.

Fifth stop: New Zealand

Arriving in Christchurch, I am struck by how English it all looks. It's so strange to have traveled so far a distance yet be somewhere that feels oddly like home. It is so green, the buildings really quite similar - especially near the hostel I am staying at. However, as I walk around I realise that it also has a lot of American influence - not just the wide streets but the town centre, away from the cathedral, is like most in the States: quite ugly blocks with shops arranged by type. A row of furniture stores, a pride of outdoor outfitters...there are several 'adult' stores (which somehow don't even seem that seedy), but all in all the city seems more like a small town seeking bright lights. Maybe the economy has been hit hard here, but so many of the shops are closed down... It feels like an odd small town - where the restaurants are all closed or in the process of closing by 7pm and a 7 minute walk from the city centre takes you to either suburb-style bungalows with gardens of a concrete jungle of big outlet-type shops (think car retailers, ugly supermarkets etc.). Maybe it is the gardens that really do it, though. What city has space for 80% of the homes to have a garden? Yet that is how it seems here. Perhaps that's the real reason Christchurch is known as the Garden City, not because of it's supposedly abundant parks.

The atmosphere however, suits me well. Since I left Montreal my partying mode appears to have been switched off and most nights are spent reading, researching stuff to do the next day and eating. AmIold, or have I just not felt the urge to drink? Or even just go out? I feel that I could drink anywhere - as in it is not a unique thing to do, unlike seeing x attraction or wander new streets - but must admit that I do sometimes long to walk into a bar and just get chatting to some locals and let the randomness start. Must overcome my terrible shyness, I suppose! Which seems surprisingly hard at times.



Off to Brighton Beach
How do
all suburbs manage to have that same feel about them? Of a place asleep most of the day, just waiting for life to return. Somehow, although I've never really lived in one (Hemel + Nottingham were the closest I got, I guess Brossard too) they always make me think of those bored teenage years, when going to the supermarket was something to do and the whole world felt like it was on hold.

You can't ever really imagine anything terrible happening in a suburb (though it undoubtedly does) - just families living their lives out happily, waiting for that yearly 2 week holiday, a promotion, new TV, death. I'm not all that sure how city or country life is all that different, but it is to do with energy...


I went to stay in a nice place in New Brighton because I wanted to be near the beach and also somewhere relatively quiet so I could do some work on my letter of intent for university. It was SO nice to have my own room, and the beach was only a 10-15 minute walk away down suburban streets. There was even a library on the pier with stunning views of the sea - a great place to go a
nd take advantage of free internet. While there I got to thinking about photos. Do you take photos for yourself, as memories, or for other people to see? With the advent of social networking sites, I am sure it is more the latter, especially when you yourself are in it. I wonder too if this has changed how people see things around them if they have a camera lens and viewers in mind. (With that, here are some photos I took :p)

Friday, December 12, 2008

Fourth stop: Fiji

What other airline would greet you with a hearty 'Bula!" and stewards wearing bright orange hula shirts and exotic flowers in their hair?


Fiji was the first stop wher
e I felt like a real tourist - probably because most people who come here and are on the kind of tour I am on are all from elsewhere (and usually on their way to somewhere else). However, most people are friendly and we all have stories and tips to share. What strikes me is to go so far just to meet people from the same country as you. You can really get a good look at different personalities and characteristics when people are surrounded by strangers from home in a strange land. I wonder what they think about me. In fact, I've noticed a few of my old social paranoias and fears coming back - more along the lines of if people are talking about me (why on earth would they be?) or dislike me or think I am weird (well they may be well founded with that one...)




Fiji is amazing. Stunningly beautiful, with friendly people who sing to welcome you and once again when you leave. It is hard to find words to describe the lushness of the greenery and the clarity of the water here...there is beauty all around and it is intensified, in part I think, by how far away you are from anything you've ever known. Smack in the Pacific, this island nation has long had an allure for me. As for the Fijians themselves, they can be really quite attractive until they reach middle age, when something then goes terribly wrong. Gravity takes hold in quite unkind ways and suddenly you're left with a very large, round, very smiley person.

It is so relaxing here, nothing to do other than decide whether to drink or swim or kayak. Fiji time should be taken up all over the world: things will get done when they get done.
Vinaka Fiji!

At Smuggler's Cove, mainland (after having be
en on a great boat for a few days)

I think what I loved about the boat was that it was (surprisingly) possible to find moments of quiet. It seems wrong to say I am sick of hearing this tumult of British, American, Canadian, Aussie voices clamouring on about what they've 'done' or are going to 'do'. You cannot 'do' a country. You generally do a chore, like the washing up, or taking the bins out, or a baby's nappy. It seems so disrespectful, not to mention though
tless, and it it really gets to me.

*** Some perspective *** My first 2 nights in Fiji were spent on a tiny (as in walk around it in maybe 5 minutes) island which was very picturesque but the overall experience depends a lot on who else is on it while you are. There was a group of young (20 - 24) Australian guys staying there and I was lucky enough to be in the same part of the dorm as them. As in on the bottom bunk of one, basically next to the two others. Their aim seemed to be to get as drunk as possible and come in to the dorm, shouting and singing and then try to make inane conversation with me. Not much appreciated, especially as each morning I had to be up and ready for 9am to go elsewhere. Amazingly, these guys managed to get up at about the same time too.... I guess I am getting old.
The Wana Taki cruise (I was on the boat for 2 nights) was amazing; the crew were great and the other people on board were super nice and we formed a great group, we talked, got drunk and laughed a lot. When I got to Smuggler's Cove, however, I had really bad earache and seemed to also have a fever and feel generally shit. Whether this was the start of an ear infection from diving 4 times (the water is CRAZY clear in Fiji, not to mention pretty warm and there are tonnes of coral, fish and more to see; I even had my first night dive!) or a cold/flu (not sure how you get one in the tropics) or the first signs of dengue fever I did not know, all I knew was that I felt mingy and uncommunicative and sick of tourists. Even though I was one...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Alcatraz and thoughts on leaving

I seem to have a problem sleeping in hostels. Sound familiar? Anyone who's spent any time away from home knows the strange sensation of sleeping in another bed, and anyone who's stayed in a hostel knows that combining this with sleeping with strangers is a sure recipe for little sleep. Maybe this whole problem started with my last week or so in Montreal – stressing out about not being ready, finding someone to take my room, and my application to do a Master's all contrived to reduce my time in the land of nod.


You can therefore imagine that I was not best pleased, Sunday morning, at the prospect of waking up at 7am after going to bed around 1:30 that same morning; not to mention the mean thin mattress I was sleeping on that made a shifty crunkly noise when weight was put on it, suspiciously similar to the sound of a mattress protected against kids wetting the bed. My goal was worth getting up for though – the island of Alcatraz awaited and I was set to catch the first ferry over there. I thought for some horrible moments that I wouldn't actually make it since the #10 bus, driven by a slouching mass of a man who looked like he would have to roll many parts of him up before getting up himself, lumbered slowly along the streets; so slow in fact that we barely overtook a couple walking in the same direction.

Waiting in line to get on the ferry I was struck by the short-sightedness of the tour operators. Instead of creating a wonderful opportunity to simulate what it may have been like for prisoners sent to this island jail, they instead slowed everyone down by taking a photo of each person or group in front of a vinyl backdrop of Alcatraz (the island, not the prison). Yours to buy for only $22! Bear in mind that while on the boat you have ample opportunity to take a photo in front of the real thing.


The ferry ride offered gorgeous views of the city, its buildings shrouded in mist as the sun started shining. It was a gorgeous day, and I was all set for a prison visit. Alcatraz has a whole lot of history – it was a military fort until money was tight and it became a prison (until money got tight then it became a national park)... who knows what might happen next?! There's a steep incline to the prison which sits imposingly on top of the rock. Walking amid ruined and abandoned buildings, the place felt desolate, much like I would imagine prison would feel. There's a great audio tour of the prison included in the cost of admission, and it is well worth it. With the headset on you can almost forget all the other tourists stopping at the same places and looking up at the same time as you.


Although it was warm outside, inside the prison was a completely different matter. This place was cold – and full of so many stories, dreams, deaths and hopes for something else. The cells were really quite small and there were, of course, no TVs, though prisoners did have access to 2 radio stations. Interestingly enough, the meals served had to not only be nutritious, but well-presented too – wonder if that is still a rule these days? Perhaps the most poignant thing about Alcatraz was the proximity to the outside world. San Francisco is a 10-minute boat ride away and is clearly visible and often audible, depending on the direction of the wind. Imagine being locked up on a rock, only allowed out of your cell for a certain amount of time each day, and outside the prison building for a short span of time in that day, but all the time you know that your old life is just beyond your reach. Must have been heart-breaking and infuriating, maddening... so maddening that people would scheme and plot and try (jury is still out as to whether any succeeded) to escape.



I did almost get stuck on Alcatraz when I tried to take the 'Agave Trail' back to the dock but instead ended up on the other side of the prison, surrounded by the stench of bird pooh (the island is now a bird sanctuary – learn from my experience and look before you kneel) and the only way out being up some steep, crumbling concrete steps to the exercise yard. I eventually found my way to the boat and joyfully set sail in the sunshine for San Francisco, wondering how it must have felt for prisoners who got off the Rock to their freedom.











The rest of my time in the city was spend riding the cable cars - awesome! - and doing mundane chores like posting things, trying to get back the music lost on my iPod, and attempting (unsuccessfully) to finish my letter of intent for Concordia. As I prepared for my departure to Fiji (via L.A.), I got to thinking about how, although I wasn't too keen on San Francisco to begin with, which I think was due in large part to the mingy hostel I stayed in in the ghetto my first two nights, I had now, like Vancouver and Seattle before, got used to the city somewhat and was slightly nervous about the next move. Traveling is fun, of course, but it is also stressful. After a few days you have to get used to a new place, new bus systems, new people, new beds. The place you would think you should go to get photocopies is not the place where you can actually get them... But my next stop is Fiji, how could I be nervous?

Sitting in the departure lounge (this is too kind a word for what this actually is, I think they are in the middle of refurbishing it, or if not they should be), I can't believe I am on the move again and I can barely believe where I am going. Although I thought out the trajectory of my whole trip about 5-6 months ago, I have not done extensive research on any of the places I am going and in fact only booked my Fiji accommodation a week ago. I am stoked...I am looking at all the other people here and trying to figure out who is Fijian, who is on vacation, who is backpacking... I have no clue how long the flight is, I only know it's currently 21:02 on December 01 and I arrive at 05:45 December 3rd. I wonder how it will feel to cross the dateline...will I even notice? Will time be all screwy for the next while, or will the relaxation (and partying?) of Fiji mean I take to it like a duck to water? Only a few hours until I find out!

This will of course be posted once I actually have access to the intetron, which may not be for a week!